Sesé, do you know the saying 'Never judge a book by its cover'? I guess this applies to you, then!
You give a detailed description, that's fantastic! I simply changed that adjective, because "lonely" refers to the feeling of sadness or emptiness that comes from being alone or feeling disconnected from others. I don't think that is what you mean. On the other hand, "solitary" refers to the state of being alone or isolated because you choose this, and don't consider it as a bad thing.
You give a detailed description, that's fantastic! I simply changed that adjective, because "lonely" refers to the feeling of sadness or emptiness that comes from being alone or feeling disconnected from others. I don't think that is what you mean. On the other hand, "solitary" refers to the state of being alone or isolated because you choose this, and don't consider it as a bad thing.